The Sarah Project: Day 15

I'm not as emo anymore.

Scendence at the State Fair was really good. I'm still wearing their hoodie. And I would like them if my boyfriend wasn't the bassist, but honestly he is so now I have an excuse, and a ride, to attend shows. The band is really nice. They are all very very different people though, which is also great.

About my life, its a little insane right now. I used to find solace in my education. It was a place I ran to, because I knew that in my own little world, I could do something that was about myself, not my family. Something not about trying to be the mediator. Well, as valedictorian of my high-school class, I put so much pressure on myself, I forgot that their were other things that I needed to do to stay healthy. To be myself. So now, that college is super intense, all I want is another way to define myself, to be. And I know that it can't be about taking care of anyone but myself. So I'm still looking.

Things I Enjoy:

1. Watching certian television series. My favorites are True Blood and Brothers & Sisters.
2. Dresses.
3. Hanging with certian people - other people that are my friends, or were, just annoy me now.
4. Writing.
5. Reading for pleasure (not school). Penelope Fitzgerald is good and if you want to win my heart - I love Sarah Dessen novels.
6. Cooking/Baking/Chocolate Making
7. Arts and Crafts - card making, embossing, scrapbooking, sewing, all crafts

Things that I Still Need:
1. A Best Friend who understands me for who I am
2. A Career
3. A New Back
4. A Place of my Own
5. A favorite Sport
6. Something to Define Myself further with

Sincerely,
Sarah