Hi There -
So its been awhile. Forgive me for not writing, I took a moment to grow up a bit on my own.
What am I up to now, you ask?
Well, I'm in Pharmacy School. I moved to Seattle. I've loved, lost, and found a new someone to hold hands with. I guess you could say I grew into my own skin.
Today I stopped believing in myself for a moment. You could say that I backslide and doubted my self-worth. We all doubt ourselves sometimes. I wasn't sure if moving, if Pharmacy school, if Seattle, was the right decision. I came to the conclusion that although I'm starting over - I'm not starting fresh. I have all my experiences, and all my friends in my corner. Henry David Thoreau once wrote, "Don't look back unless you plan on going that way."
It takes a writer to put the obvious into words. I am not the same person I was a year ago, a week ago, a day ago.
So I'm committed to blogging for myself. You may read it; but let me be clear, this blog is my public diary. I will read and consider your comments. But my life is about how I feel, what I think, and how the world influences me. So if it angers you, frustrates you, confuses you - feel free to let me know. Just don't expect me to always share your point of view. I guarantee if we both share enough, we'll disagree. So keep in mind that there is a difference between constructive criticism and telling someone how to live. Be respectful, and you'll have all my love........ even when you're wrong.
So finally, in the spirit of the Buterblog, a question - What helped you through a time of self-doubt?
Sincerely,
Sarah
**This is The Sarah Project (TSP): Post #48***
The Sarah Project was my initiative several years ago to write 365 blog posts about my road to self-discovery. Shamefully, I only made it to 47. In truth, I'm still discovering myself. I have decided to pick the project back up.(Wish me luck)
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