I don't know what I'm doing anymore. One minute I'm sad and tired and don't want to move and the next minute I'm chasing after someone that I already have. Don't you wish that someone could just come and hold you while you laid listlessly in bed, kiss your forehead and tell you everything was going to be better? That they could fix it? Unfortunately, no one is in your head but you.
So today I cancelled plans with a friend because I am just feeling so crappy, mentally. Which is in itself transforming into a physical pain of sorts. I'm tired, headachey, and uninterested in everything. And I need to do homework. Ugh.
On that note,
Have a wonderful weekend,
Sarah
me too
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ReplyDeleteIt'll be okay. Maybe to help you feel better on one of your "good" days write a list of things you like about yourself and things that make you happy. Then, when you're having a "bad" day, look at the list and remember that at least sometimes there's a part of you that is happy with those things, happy when doing those things. It may not work; I know that when I'm down looking at happy-go-lucky things from when I was perky just disgust me and I definitely don't want to see it, but maybe it can help at least a little bit. Anyway, just an idea. I love you; text me if you need me =]
Krista
This a great suggestion. Thank you.
ReplyDelete~Sarah